sorry i am the worst blogger ever.
i am currently accepting donations to the "Get Alana Back to Argentina" fund. Accepted forms of donation include, but are not limited to,:
plane tickets
job opportunities in buenos aires (that pay in dollars preferably :P )
cold hard cash
hugs, mimos and kisses also welcome from a select few
so i had the most amazing trip of my life, and I am sure the people who read this already know that because it's all i talk about. i still have dreams in spanish and i miss going to restaurants and bars and being able to say "puede ser [insert whatever i want]" and hearing spanish on the street. i also miss the exchange rate and the benefits of that, but most of all, i miss all the wonderful people i met and memories we made over the past 6 months. i treasure the impacts these people have made on me and my life, for better or for worse, because they have helped me find out who i really am and who i want to be. i really think i learned a lot about myself from this trip and from the relationships i have built with people from around the world. i found out that i am able to survive living in a foreign country all by myself. im really an adult now, as scary as that sounds. my dreams are applicable and if i want it enough i can make anything possible. that feels really good. while its great being home and i am slowly getting myself re-accustomed to my old life, i feel like i am a new, better person. i still may laugh at the same things, have fun with my favorite people, enjoy the same foods, etc but i think i know myself better now. i feel more confident, more ready to enter the world. i can accomplish anything, i just have to put my mind to it and i can find a way. sometimes you make mistakes, and that s okay. sometimes it's alright to slack off a bit in school- to go out and make a fool of yourself. to laugh at yourself. to make memories and "seize the day". i am never going to be 21 again, and this is my time to make my mistakes, to be a little crazy, but on the otherhand, also to figure things out and make the goals in my life a reality. i realized that i am strong and can make things happen if i want them to, but that sometimes you have to let go and go with the flow of things. that you sometimes have no control over a situation so you might as well embrace it.
i hope with all my heart that i'll be back in buenos aires within this year. i view it as my new years goal, since i don't believe in resolutions. i love it too much to not go back. you may ask me why, whats so special about that place? whats wrong with you? its not one certain thing, i think it was my experience in general. while i know coming back wont be the same, that most of the people who made my trip so amazing won't be there, i feel confident bsas has so much to offer and i want to experience it all over again. the people, the food, the culture, the city, the boliches, the museums, the ferias, the LIFE. mi corazón siempre se queda en buenos aires...
it seems to be the end of my journey and the end of this blog..(or is it? i might surprise you all) thanks for reading and following this as long as you have.. i appreciate it :D catch me in the states while you can, cuz i have these dreamns that i just cant resist ;-)

Alana





















